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Love-
MorganLaci
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[26 Jun 2005|11:28am] |
starmisfit73: "save me ian, save me" *acts all damsel in distress like*
WSUgryphon : no need to fear super red is here!
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[24 Jun 2005|01:07pm] |
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you guys suck
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[21 Jun 2005|05:28pm] |
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i got 2 female chinchillas.. now i need help naming them. give me some ideas please :D
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[09 Jun 2005|09:25pm] |
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Nick is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Ian. |
| You consider Matt your true friend. |
| You know that Cara is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Tony for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Ryan is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Sims is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Jason is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jason changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Nia is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Nia has a hidden internet romance. |
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[09 May 2005|11:25pm] |
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i love it when i tell people things that are super serious and important.. and i think are close friends of mine and people that care about me, and then they don't give a shit at all. that makes me feel really fucking good. thanks "friends".
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[19 Apr 2005|11:33pm] |
Try typing your name with these body parts
Nose: oqd9
Elbow: laci
Tongue: laci
Chin: lazc i
Feet: la ci
Eyes closed and one finger: lacy
Back of hand: ladfguio
Palm: asvc uio
Wrist:ikwsxcio
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[19 Apr 2005|01:12am] |
LEVEL ONE:
-- Name: Laci
-- Birthdate: May 21st
-- Birthplace: Marion, Ohio
-- Current Location: my dorm room
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: uhhh... brown? i dunno. some peopel say its sorta redish.. others say its sorta blondish.. i'm not sure
-- Height: 5'4
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: gemini
LEVEL TWO
-- Your heritage: Irish, German, and a bunch of other European countries
-- The shoes you wore today: my white sandals.. of course! what else would i wear???
-- Your weakness: boys, and hate
-- Your fears: fatness, boys, not being liked
-- Your perfect pizza: ooo a thin crust peperoni pizza with extra cheese and sweet sauce from pizza hut
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: graduating college, loosing wieght, getting married someday.. you know.. the usual
LEVEL THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: its hot!!!
-- Your best physical feature: ??? nothing?
-- Your bedtime: never!!!
LEVEL FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke.. but i'm not allowed to drink it!!!
-- McDonalds or Burger King: mc donalds... but i'm not allowed to eat it!!!
-- Single or group dates: single!!! cause i am tired of dating ian and sims!!!
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas, just cause they were popular after nike.. and nike thinks they are too bad ass
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: eww no one likes that stuff!! or at least.. not me
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: ewww no one likes that either!!! excepts cara.. and everyone i know.. who are all addicted to coffee!
LEVEL FIVE
-- Smoke: nope
-- Cuss:all the time!!
-- Sing: all the time!!! even thoguh i SUCK!
-- Take a shower everyday: YES!! twice if i am working out
-- Have a crush(es): .... i have a boyfriend.
-- Excited to go to college or university?: no.. not really.. its ok.
-- Like high school: i loved it. i wish i was still there!! :( i am sad and pathetic!!
-- Want to get married: yeah.. not now though!!
-- Believe in yourself: not really...
-- Get motion sickness: nope.. not that i can think of anyway
-- Think you're attractive: i think i am ok.. better than what i was 3 years ago!! i was a fatty then!
-- Think you're a health freak: now i am!! thanks to ian and cara! cara got me workin out.. and ian got me eating at least somewhat healthy
-- Get along with your parents: not really.. its getting a little better.. but not so much
-- Like thunderstorms: i love them!!!
-- Play an instrument: yep! i play flute!
LEVEL SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: no
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date: yea.. with ian and sims! two boys!! lol.. jp.
-- Gone to the mall?: i work there.. so YES!
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: i hate oreos.. i know.. *gasp*
-- Eaten sushi: yucky eww no
-- Been on stage: actually, yes i have
-- Been dumped: no
-- Made homemade cookies: yes.. i miss homemade cookies soooo much!!!
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope.. never!!
-- Dyed your hair: no.. but i want to!!
-- Stolen anything: nope
LEVEL SEVEN: Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: not really.. just very tipsy
-- Been caught "doing something": yes.. lol
-- Been called a tease:i use to be a tease.. then i just became too addicted to sex to be a tease.
-- Gotten beaten up: nope.. not really..
-- Changed who you were to fit in: kinda.. but not really
LEVEL EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: 23-25ish..
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 or 3. i want twins for sure though!!!
-- Describe your dream wedding: i want my wedding to be in the fall.. and at this park in columbus on broad street. and i want it to be super romantic.. with a small group of friends and fmaily there.. but yeah.. i won't go into too much details after that
-- How do you want to die: either on a rollercoaster, or like something that is fun right before my passage into the white light!!
-- Where you want to go to college/university?: well i am attending wright state.. but i wanted to go to Penn State
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a drug abuse concouler
-- What country would you most like to visit: england
LEVEL NINE: In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? doesn't matter to me.. as long as they got both of them.. and they work!!
-- Best hair color? doesn't really matter. just as long as they got some..
-- Short or long hair: short
-- Height: taller
-- Best weight: probably about 180
-- Best articles of clothing: i don;t care.. as long as he isn;t wearing like overalls.. lol
-- Best first date location: playing in a park, or in a store.. anywhere really. just as long as i am having fun. then laying in the grass and looking at the stars
-- Best fist kiss location: in the rain
LEVEL TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 1.. i did pot one time.. just once though
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: just about everone.. lol
-- Number of CDs: like.. 300.. i dunno.. a lot!!
-- Number of piercings: ears, industrail.. use to have my eye brow :(
-- Number of tattoos: none, but i want 1
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: like 9 times maybe..
-- Number of scars on my body: i have no idea..
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: more things then i could EVER name off
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[18 Apr 2005|01:44pm] |
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i love working out and getting skinny. it makes me feel good. i like tanning too. cause it makes me look better cause i not so white. soon i'll be a brown bear like sims!!! only i'll be sexier!!!! woo and i love my job!!! cause it makes me feel girly, yet i can still be myself!!
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[14 Apr 2005|02:14am] |
so things have been a little crazy in my life these past few days. recently things with ryan, ian, brittany and i have gone compltely crazy. i'll try to make the story short...
well it all started friday. ian, sims and i all stayed at wsu, and we got drunk with jason. i got in ryans face playing 4 square cause i got out, and ian told him to slap me.. how nice of him huh? anywayryan got annoyed and went inside. i guess the next day things were said between ian and ryan and later ryan told me that ian was lucky he still had his teeth. i told ian and then later saturday brittany messaged ian. i got super mad about this, so i went over to ryans room and started yelling asking whatthe hell she was doing messaging my boyfriend! she needs to keep her god damn nose out of MY business.. there is already too much drama here without her adding it in. well then ian comes up to wsu and talks to ryan, cause he is tried of all this drama.. and so isn;t everyone else. so they talk. and things seemed worked out. well then sunday brittany messaged me and so we got started talking. i asked her why she imed ian and then after that we started talking abotu ryan being on this mediction called paxil, which is an antidepressant and anxiety reliever. i mentioned that it was a dangerous drug and somehow i pissed her off at ryan. well then ryan yells at me for talking to brittany. in the end, ryan told me that he absolutely hates me and that i am the whole reason he is on paxil. so yeah.. total drama. i decided that it was best to just stop talking to ryan and brittany, so thats what i have been doing. if i don;t then i am sure i am going to run the risk of loosing ian and i don;t want to do that. i think its kinda funny that ryan sayd that i am the reason he is on paxil. he started taking them because he was getting panic attacks.. and he was with me. now he isn't with me..a nd he can;t live without the pills still.. and he says that he is in a happy relationship now. he shouldnt need them.. but whatever. he can go fuck himself. its not my fault he is on those pills. he just doesn;t know how to handle his life.
besides that, there has been alot of other drama in my life. well not drama but just alot of shit about me that i have been thinking about and its been kinda depressing lately. i feel like no one here really likes me. i feel like none of my friends at home care about me either. i just feel so alone right now. i just want someone to hold me and tell me that i am special. i want people to act like they want me around for once. i just wish that i didn;t feel this way anymore.
ok.. sorry i am done.. cause i don;t want to talk anymore. later..
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[04 Apr 2005|12:55am] |
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i will never know your truth...
you will never know my sadness...
we will never know eachother.
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[29 Mar 2005|08:56pm] |
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my grandpa died today...
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[29 Mar 2005|12:44am] |
Smart girls kiss but don't love,
Listen but don't believe,
and Leave before they're left
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[26 Mar 2005|01:32am] |
i cried...
the reason lies within my heart and in my mind.
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[17 Mar 2005|02:31pm] |
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so yesterday.. was interesting. i hung out with nia during the day. we went to the dayton mall, and then went to young's dairy. we went putt putting and had ice cream there. we had fun. got in trouble for playing both courses. oh well. the guy didn't make us pay and ust told us not to do it again. it was fun.
then i went over to greg and tony's room. tony left shortly after to go to cara's to write a paper so greg and i hung out most of the evening. we had a good time. i fell asleep for a bit while he watched music videos and then when i got up we went to the hanger which was closed so we went back to the ham, cause greg is lazy and took his car over to the c-store. when we got back we started talking about me "changing". he said that he just thought that this is how i have always been.. but that ryan held me back so much, and that my past was so hidden that when ryan and i broke up and it started to come out, that it totally changed everyones out look on me. that i wasn't this innocent "girl next door" and became this chick with a horrible past, and a horrible future. and like.. i feel like everyone thinks i changed because of ian. but i didn't this has been me all along. ryan just hid me.. and now that i am me.. no one likes it. then greg also told me that he thoguht that ian and i's relationship was kinda "silly" he said that there is no romance in it. and it just seems like its not serious at all. and i mean like.. ian and i are pretty silly and stuff together and we aren't serious serious.. but like.. i wouldn't say that its just a meaningless nothign relationship. at least i think so..
then after i came back to the room, nia was in bed so i just sat on the computer. i checked my facebook.. and there was a message.. it was kinda strange. it was from my ex boyfriend andrew. and the message he sent was kind of endearing. it said: "what's up? just sayn hey and seeing how you've been. i never worked up the courage, prolly cuz im a wuss, but im truly sorry for all i put u through in high school. no one should ever have to go through that and i truly am sorry from the bottom of my heart. i know how shitty that was of me. message me back, k." it made me feel kind of good to hear, cause i was having a super shitty day. i mean i was in a mood where i felt like my life was nothing. i felt liek no one cared about me.. that my friends hated me.i just felt worthless.. and then i get this message.. and it just made me feel really good. i mean.. andrew was kinda an ass to me.. and we started talking on aim.. and he made me feel better about so mant things that i had been upset with for liek 2 years since we broke up. i carried around a lot of baggage cause of him.. and after last night he relieved me of that. he helped me realize what the real reason why we broke up.. and what was really wrong with everything.
well i am off to play pool with my nia-pooh. more updates later.
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[15 Mar 2005|09:36pm] |
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so i hate it when ex-boyfriends give out my screen names to people i don't like.. so i get to talk to people that i hate.. but pretend to like. yay! specially when the ex.. knows i hate these people.
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[12 Mar 2005|03:12pm] |
so last night was... interesting. i had an ok time. but i have defiantly had more fun.
i hung out with ian and sims. we went to best buy and ate chinese at the twin dragon. at best buy i was super bored cause ian and sims were off playing a video game. so i walked around and looked for a while. they have a chair there that i want for my apartment next year! yay. it was a little leather chair but it was super comfy. then i found the camera i want. too bad its like 400 dollars. so there fore.. i will survive without a digital camera for a while longer.. cause i am super poor. anyway... while we were at twin dragon, sims poor soy sauce in ian's drink.. and because i was laughing about it.. he thought i did it. so he smeared chicken all over my face.. and then made a huge scene in the restaurant about it. and took a picture of me because i look like "fat bastard" how nice.
after that we went to ian's work to ask someone to buy us some drinks. While we were there, this christina girl that he works with kept fucking giving me these dirty ass looks. cause you know she is 16 and ian is 19 and she likes him or what not.. and so she stared at me the entire time as if i were some bad ass bitch who stole her man. wtf. that little girl can go shove it up her ass. i didn't do shit to her. anyway. we got the drinks and left. we drove up to wright state, and jon rode in the car with me, cause he wanted to see just how bad of a driver i really was.. since ian thinks that a monkey could drive better than i can. needless to say, jon said he doesn't think i am that bad, that i just speed, but everyone does that. we sang songs cause sims wanted to hear me sing. not sure why but whatever. then we stopped by mijers and they bought limes and jon wanted an "ugli fruit" so he bought that. i guess its not that bad.. it tastes kinda like oranges they said. i didn't try it. it looked discussing... liek an uglis fruit should look.
so after we started drinking things kinda just seemed less and less fun. ian and sims were playing video games.. which i didn't mind. but i was just kinda bored. and i just thought the game was super stupid cause it was the guy game.. and it was just so dumb and made me feel like i wasn't cool enough cause i wasn't that hot and that FUCKING stupid. so i started calling people.. and being drunk.. it was an ok time. i think i didn't really talk to too many people though. so theist probably a good thing. we went down to tony and gregs room. that was ok fun. ian thoguth it was super awesome to eat peanut butter upside down. and they kept yelling at me that i was going to break gregs belt.. so i don't know what was up with that. then we went back up to my room and adam came over, played a few games and such then left. and then ian and sims were playing video games a bit longer. but by the end of the night i just know that i was super pissed. i think it was because he was fucking texting with brandi the entire time.. and only giving me enough attention just to get some then after that he would give me a kiss once and a while.. but i dunno.. i was just pissed cause he is always talking with her and about her. and he is sooo happy because her and her boyfriend aren't doing good. and he looks for her car when he passes by her work. and i fucking hate it! i hate brandi and i hate it when he talks about her all the god damn time.. and then says he doesn't like her. and i mean.. i believe him. but you can only believe so much without assuming differently. i dunno. fuck it. he can hang out with brandi all he wants. i know it sounds stupid.. i just... it bothers me.. cause i am just a jealous person. but i will get over it.. cause they are just friends..
anyway.. ian kept asking if i liked someone else... like 7 times last night before we went to bed. and then he kept telling me that he liked me. i think he is afraid that i don't liek him. but i do.. i was just upset with him last night cause of everything that was going on. so i dunno. we will see how it goes.
this post is basically meaningless.. mainly i just wanted to vent.
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[06 Mar 2005|03:27pm] |
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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we got the last triple in college park!! i am so happy and excited.
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